Well hun I know if you could you would be getting the best card you could for your mam. How many birthdays we saw together, how many memories made. You would be pestering me right now to make sure we had a gift for her. I know you wanted to do something special but unfortunately hun it's not to be. I haven't forgotten and I will try to spoil her as you would want. Maybe we might get to Italy and we could go to Venice, yes I can hear you now telling me how smelly it is but it would be nice to sing one cornetto 😊. If only we knew where we would be now maybe we would have took more time. Miss you with every breath I take, you are never away from my thoughts, I I could really do with my best mate right now. Send your mam some kisses and love Ray xxx